Sunday, October 6, 2013

Forty.

At 10:07 am EST i turned forty years old today.

I am currently writing in my living room, Terri and Elsie are asleep on the couch as the end credits to Where The Wild Things Are roll.

We are being lazy today.  I want to ease into the next half of my life with ease and i want to be better with the things i do.

That is my goal.  Well, that and raising my kid, being a good man to Terri, maintaining my job and trying to ease my self back into music.

I would rush into things, gobble them up, and spit them out too quickly in my past.  Endeavors that i could've really appreciated, ended up falling to they wayside.

I am not begrudging my self of anything.  Today and last night were especially dear times and i felt complete being amongst  my closest friends.

I wanted to keep this short.  Forty is a milestone.

But it's also just a number.